TWO: WORRISOME



TVGODPRESENTS: FROM THE JOURNALS OF IZALITH ZEL RELZ ROOK


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4 the empaths
try to rest, if ur able
ya'll have earned it


Being a witch isn’t all slutting it up in the moonlight, casting spells and throwing sigils. There are trials of the flesh and tribulations of the spirit that regularly make people run screaming. You have to be or become the sort of person who can easily gaze upon something unknowable in the whatever it has and go “sup? just wandering, we good? do you need anything?”

You might think handling that sort of thing on the regular means you’d never be tripped up by simpler things, or the complex parts of mundane things.

Zel: You would be a fool to do so.

This experience that we are currently having is one we have been told about, have observed for ourselves as a dynamic in or between others, but one we haven’t been in to such capacity before.

Worry and concern for someone we were once especially close with. We don’t quite trust her, so we can’t be close, and she hasn’t reached out in years.

iz: an iffy thing being over is just fine with us

But we worry. We were told, long ago, that one of the times she disappeared was because of a very bad situation she was in. She didn’t tell us about it until after it was over because someone in that situation had lied to her about us, and she was mad at us about it.

At least, that is what we were told. It’s not easy to admit one was entrapped and isolated from people, especially if one doesn’t even notice it happening. That situation may not inform this one, but our awareness of that alters our feelings about this.

Every red flag about the person she moved in with could easily be explained by her tendency to keep our existence in a neatly compartmentalized box relative to the rest of her life. she’d talk about us to her life, and about her life with us, but the two very, very rarely intermingled.

relz: we occasionally felt shown off but never invited to be present. this is part of why we simply can not with her.

Yet we worry. Because every red flag could have been a red flag. And now she could be in a situation. A house bought with another human in a red state can become an instant trap in so many ways.

So we worry. Because if we didn’t know a handful of things from before, there would be scant trace of her. And in these times that could very well be by choice for good reasons.

And people do tend to put us in a box. Especially her. So it could all just be absolutely fucking fine and a human we're not sure about could just be living their life about it.

But if there is a situation,
we wouldn’t know about it.
Unless we decided to find out.
Which we probably can,
but we probably shouldn’t.

And that is what life as a witch is like.
Constantly. About so. Many. Things.

DEMON CITY NEWS INTERRUPTS THIS BROADCAST WITH A SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!

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TIME TRAVEL? WITHIN YOUR OWN HUMAN SOUL? PERIOLOUSLY PREPOSTEROUS!

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STEEL MINOTAURS
LIVE! AT THE ABSENT CARDINAL!

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AND NOW BACK TO THE BLAP! {it was the journals} WELL NOW IT'S THE BLAP! {can someone get relz out of the DCN transcriptor please?}


While they’re handling that, I’m going to take a second and talk about how much it kinda fucking sucks to have empathy as a superpower.

There is a speech that invulnerable characters eventually have to give. It’s about what it is like to be so powerful in spaces and places that are delicate. In which delicate things reside.

I found those words resonating particularly with my reverence of tinies and crawlies and spinnies and the spaces we all share. After somehow surviving 40 years I’ve decided it also works as a metaphor about other creatures like me.

If you are a high empathy, high insight build, you are going to see things, and you are going to feel things about what you see.

If you also possess the Driven and Fixer feats? Good fucking luck. Did you draw the Healer and Caretaker cards too? Life becomes triaging what little you have to support as many people as possible.

It’s not all bad tho. An ouroboros of mostly infinite heartbreak eventually becomes a moebius strip of heartbreak balanced infinitely within joy. If you live that long, and learn the lessons you need to. The moments around people in which time stops become moments you get to live in no matter what’s going on, if you can remember that’s an available choice.

You still See things, and people. That is rough mostly because of neurotypical behavior. Some folk will go around dropping hints and we’re just like “I’ve casually observed 13 things about this human and I could make their head explode with two sentences” and “we’re not sure what’s safe to talk about so we’re going to stay on very obviously invited conversational rails” happening at the same time. While we’re trying to pay attention.

It gets pretty old. Folks who can just look into your soul and then say something like “hey, wanna fuck me?” become infinitely more fun to be around no matter what you’re doing together or what the answer to that question is in that moment.

Especially for folks like us, who have to hold so much of ourselves inside. We crack our ribs open just a lil bit and the light that spills out from our hearts melts most people’s brains. They are so wrapped up in the layers of their things that the simplicity of our truth scares the everything out of them.

It’s a lot easier for most folk to make all that our problem so that’s usually what they do about it. Few NT people rise to meet that kind of moment, but it does happen! Everyone is capable of learning a lesson.

You don’t have to feel what we feel to give a shit. Some folks figure that out no matter what their brains are like.

They’ve got relz out of the DCN network and about stuffed back into a video game so I’ve got to mosey.

If anyone asks, I’m heading north. Sierran peaks protect a quiet coast and I’ve been invited to help out with that. There’s magic and wonder there. It’ll be a safe place to heal.

1312.ROOK.6827

the only good witch. . .
Year of the Coil: 20XX

She felt the building’s fear. She’d never met a scared building before.

“They were so new, and it felt like it was waiting.” Touching branches rattled as the house shuddered. “And it was. The very first night the very last family moved in. There were screams, and then silence. When the fog lifted they were all gone.”

She gazed across the street at the barren scraps of land. She’d felt something, walking by, but figured it for the house. Scantly a plasm out of place yonder, but there was definitely something unmistakably wrong.

Then it clicked, especially from this angle. It was the driveways. City outskirts were often littered with developments abandoned in various stages of completion. Nearly none of them boasted brand new driveways leading into unfounded plots.

Something had eaten the entire neighborhood save for this one, lonely, stubborn house. The structures, their occupants, even the vehicles were gone. And there was another trace of the mystery. The driveways were new, but some of the vehicles nesting there had left deposits. They had been in use, but not for very long.

Nothing remained of the elaborately spaced fencing, nor the infrastructure involved in supporting a row of homes. She took a Peek underground and yep! The junctions had been erased, but their cavities remained.

So it was smart, and knew not to attract official attention. Had it learned that lesson, then? Or was this instinct? What sort of creature preyed upon entire literal neighborhoods?

She patted the house’s wall comfortingly. “It’s okay, House. I’ll get to the bottom of this, I promise, and I’ll keep you safe while I’m doing it!”

Blinding light erupted from across the street, its intensity fading as the high pitched whines, whistling pops and jingles escalated in strength before a final deafening gong rang out.

That was quick. She’d barely felt the pressure change before an entire industrial complex appeared out of thin air and into existence across the street. That kind of placebending took multiples of lots of things that few people had access to.

Luckily, they advertised. The complex’s gleaming glassed offices bore the crookedly scrawled logo of the Lidom Corporation.

When she turned her Sight upon the facility a whole lot of very disturbing things became clear, but she had more pressing concerns. While she had been noticing the facility, something else had been noticing her.

A racket of squealing metal and battering wood saved her life. As a clawed hand squeezed a cruel weapon’s fleshy trigger the House reacted, quickly covering an open window with a barrier of planks.

The boomdart wailed furiously at having been thwarted from its target, then exploded. One of the planks buckled, but held fast. The House had ripped part of it’s walls out and inverted them, to help her.

“Well, House, we’re under attack. May I draw a mark upon you? It will protect you from my spells.” A nearby cabinet door propped itself open to reveal its interior was a chalkboard. Supplies had been running low, according to the inventory log kept there. She scrawled her witchmark into the invited surface. They glittered together briefly, and then she Looked outside.

Dozens of armed security sorts were encircling the House. A mechanized woman was assuming command of the lot. A petrified wyrmling was slung across her back. Everyone else involved had powder or plasma based weaponry, marking her as the most likely sniper.

The girl in the house brought a small silver sphere out of a pocket of nothing. “I was told to wear this if I ever ran into trouble, and House, I’m pretty sure this counts.” She raised it slowly, not entirely sure how to proceed. It happened quick. The orb sensed the situation and sprang to life.

It flew out of her hand and into her mind. Her head felt horrifyingly, slushingly full of cold, creeping, power. It seeped into her brain and skull glands only to flow out through her eyes, the silver liquid hardening quickly and painlessly into a seamless mask of jarring angles, impossible fractals, and other meaningless shapes. It settled, finally into all three formation sets simultaneously and became the blank approximation of a featureless face, gleaming silver in the dark.

Months of senseless training made sense all at once. She flexed things she’d never felt before and hovered briefly, stretching the limits of an even further powerful form against gravity itself, and winning.

“I’ll be right back, House, this shouldn’t take long.” As she strode for the door it sprang open. Every shutter facing the street beat a deafening rhythm as the House rattled out an entrance for her.

A lot of guns were immediately trained her way, followed by a cruel, clicking laughter. “Shoot her if you want, boys, I bet she suffers nary a scratch. Do you really want to have to pay for new ammo? I got this.” The guns lowered.

The House didn’t want to watch this next bit, but it was part of the cycle of its life, its memories. It could run from this no more than it could anything else. And it was so, so important to remember those who had tried to help. Buildings see a lot in their time sheltering both the living and the dead, and what’s the difference to a structure, anyway? Only the ghosts know, right?

The women squared off in the street. One concerned with the thoughts and safety of buildings, the other mostly just bored.

Up close, the mechanized woman was a treat of tormented, demented works. Her skull had been elongated, flaring slightly. Every joint on the left side of her sported multiples, giving her an off-kilter list that wasn’t helped by the jagged strips of metal attempting the guise of a hand. The right side of her appeared normal in scope and scale, so long as you ignored the bony claws on her other hand or the gleaming metal and circuitry whorling around the entirety of her form.

You could see through her entirely in the places where skin had failed, scraps of grey flesh tethered through spikes of gold and strung with flux. Errant currents arced between the bits of her. They sparked as she giggled mechanically, cruelty itself dancing across the impossible hues in her eyes.

“I am Malice, and you are dead.” Her left hand flexed backwards, easily bending beyond itself. With a snap and a series of sickening, flesh-shredding sounds, her left hand began to split apart, continuing through her palms and nearly to the wrist. Her inner fingers went bendy, wrapping themselves around the forming spikes and intertwining into three opposing pincers.

Her claw severed the masked girl’s head from her body with ease, taking most of her torso with it in a single jagged, angular slash. The silver mask vanished. Dying eyes in a startled face were of no interest. Malice’s own eyes darted, sensors straining as circuits and organs attempted to track and perceive an object that declined to be such.

A small silver sphere rolled around portents of probability and made a choice. It shook a determined targeting reticule with a determination of its own and vanished through aether and into House. It couldn’t merge with the puzzled ghost it had briefly shared flesh with, nor would any of the humans outside be a good fit for very long.

Few would suspect a mirror, so that was the shape it took. And as the silver sphere oozed formlessly around a handy steel frame, as the viscera steamed in the street, as a machine briefly remembered its own time as flesh, a newly minted ghost reached across the barriers of dreams and death.

Malice tilted an eye, its rotation examining the structure with several dimensional lenses. Greed swelled within her sadistic soul. She wanted that mask, or sphere, or whatever its true form was. She’d killed three bearers of such things already and always the prize escaped. So too would it go here and now, as an Orb grabbed a House and a House grabbed a Ghost. They vanished, taking no chances with pursuit. Malice paused, looking quite foolish mid-leap, and hovered to the ground.

The Orb knew the risks involved, but had no means to explain them. The House and the Ghost had no choice if they wanted to survive, and while the three of them absolutely did just that, none of them were immediately happy about it when Derelict Rook was born.


Derelict Rook: RECIPE AS FOLLOWS: 1 haunted building (sentient, not possessed!) 1 helpful ghost (the fresher the better, but any will work) 1 chaos orb (orbs are statistically impossible at all times) add an extreme danger presented by a malicious threat. mix, beat, and batter the combination, then tuck it Somewhere Else to cook. when it’s ready, it’ll find you.


afters
ORUX: Paranoian Crags

PUQLAK’S LAIR
XX/XX:XX (ORUXIAN)
05:09:19 (COILWARD)

Far beneath the Paranoian Crags of Orux, hidden behind the acidic cysts of a dying wyrm, the half demon, half goblin Puqlak Ciabatta was happily at home and hard at work getting ready to party.

Puqlak’s soul leapt out of the biomechanical body it usually occupied and into the waiting Husk. He rose from the goop and stretched the new form.

This husk was designed to pass for human, mostly. Puq had added a few fun things, but mostly human was good enough for this crowd. Puq finished de-gooping and turned to face Rent, a human under his protection. He began showing off the modifications and explaining the invitation they'd received.

“You’re gonna love this place, dear. It’s called the Absent Cardinal, and for over one of their centuries the fun kind of humans have been using it as a safe space to do all sorts of things.”

Rent was recalcitrant. “The Coil makes me nervous. Too many guardians. Someone always hates it when we have a good time.”

“I get it, but you really can relax there. No one even cares about that strip of the Coil cept for the Corps and the Rooks, and neither would bother us in a place like that without a real good reason.”

Rent smiled, then grimaced. “I’d enjoy trouncing some corporate goons, but the Rooks have a reputation for being the tough kind of trouble.”

Puq nodded, sliding his husk’s clawed fingers into even more elaborately clawed gloves, flexing them as he spoke. “With capital T’s, but they’re not cops. They solve problems and fix things. They won’t give a fuck about us hanging out and having a good time unless we cause a problem. Are we there to cause any problems?”

Rent’s head shook quickly. “No.”

“And if we somehow do cause a problem, what would we do about it?”

“Fix it, as best we can.”

“Exactly. So if one of those silver-masked freaks deigns to grace us with its presence, it’ll be to thank us for doing its job before it got there.”

“This sounds suspiciously like the Goblin Queen and her Agents.”

Puq grinned, having once declined an invitation to be such. “Some folk just genuinely want to help. We may be rare, but we’re out there.”

Rent gazed affectionately at Puq. The infinite graces of boundless demonic wisdom, not to mention having been raised right, had turned Puqlak into quite the creature. “So, who we meeting, and who we seeing?”

“A pair of twins I met whence last Coilward, they call themselves Inkblot and Verisimilitude, and they’re real fun. They’ve invited us to a glitchlust act called Steel Minotaurs. Mod swapping, live wiring, the works. A genuine psychedelic, cybernetic freak show. They’ll even work on the crowd, if anyone has the guts.”

Rent had been considering a new set of lungs, or something like them. The toxic atmospheres of Orux would eat through his human pair in a few breaths and not having to take precautions would make getting around a hex of a lot easier.

"Sounds delightful, I'm in."

References

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Absent Cardinal